54 of #120daysadhana: How to write a book

I am here. Here I am. Today is a new day. It is really late / early into Saturday morning, so I’ll be brief. I spent some time looking at TheLoft.org. I looked at classes and the November Wordsmith event. It made me wonder if I could have a solid proposal by November. Of course, the answer is yes, but I also sense some doubt and confusion about everything I need to do in order to make that happen. I felt a little overwhelmed so I shifted gears and started writing a letter to an author.

I really enjoy writing letters and writing content reviews. There’s something so fun about enjoying my own experience and writing to unfold or as my experience is unfolding. It feels like what I mean to describe is not “unfolding”, it feels more like blooming. There’s an aspect of nature that comes with the idea of blooming that feels much more akin to what’s happening when I’m writing while observing my experience. It’s in the writing-observing experiences that I understand the concept of the past, present and future all happening at once.

My daughter recently called me out on how I saw I feel a lot of the time. It struck a chord in me that made me realize that I am clairsentient. I learned of this term when I was reading about Echo Bodine and she explains more about different psychic abilities: clairvoyant (seeing), clairaudient (hearing) and clairsentient (feeling). At the time I had read about these terms, they made sense and I could understand them, and I even identified that clairsentience was the one that seemed most relatable to me. I really do know things primarily by feeling. I know that for sure. Until recently, psychic development classes seemed so mysterious and confusing. Now, I understand and can see it is possible to develop psychic abilities, because I’m more aware clairvoyance and clairaudience opening up, too.

It’s almost 4am…yikes! It is so nice to take all the time I want to write without so much regard for time, but I better get some rest.

Completely,

Laura