5 of #120daysadhana: How to write a book

I am here. Here I am. Today is a new day. It started off great because I thought it was Saturday, so I went back to sleep, but shortly thereafter I realized it was Friday. I got out of bed, showered and was lost on what to wear because I was so discombobulated. I ended up wearing an outfit I would never have thought to wear. A tan sweater with tan chinos and tan booties. I am so weird sometimes. It was like I was playing a joke on myself. It did make me laugh. I made it through the day with that poopy pants outfit and even got a compliment!

This evening, I was determined to work on some KonMari clearing, so I took all of my clothes out of my room to prepare. I took a break to do my sobagh kriya practice and do a remote energy session as a gratitude to a client who sent a referral. Taking a break to meditate, do a kriya or a remote session are all so effective for clearing and tuning in. I realized that it’s more enjoyable for me to work on multiple tasks if I have a larger project I’m struggling with and laundry is the perfect complementary task. I need freedom of movement and lots of space.

Today is a New Moon in Aries, so I took some time to center and connect with intentions. I did not do any notecards today. Instead, I re-visited some of the email entries I had sent myself. There were several passages I enjoyed reading again. The style of writing I do is more for expression than for storytelling. I’m really not sure if I am a good writer at all. I want to be and I always want to be getting better at writing, but there’s something to be said for the internal twinge that keeps telling me to not compromise my expression.

April 13, 2017

Up high in the sky
I don't know is an answer and a new friend 
That I can be comfortable with
I don't know is the answer
For times of listening and reckoning
Unclear is just just as clear as clear

Completely,

Laura Peppin