Time and space are relative to me.

Everything I know is relative to me.

Sometimes it becomes difficult to discern what is real in life.

Sometimes I don’t think it matters, because it’s all relative to one time or another or to one person to another or all of the above.

I like the idea that time and space exist within us and that we have the ability to open it up into the spaciousness we need when we want to, if we believe we have this power.

Everything already exists within, it’s just a matter of connecting with it and allowing it to emerge.

Recently there have been these things in my awareness about how I live in my imagination, and I don’t know how to change that tendency. Mostly, because I do not want to change and I do not understand another way of going about life. I really don’t accept many things that are true and real to be so for myself. I deny things I do not want to be affected by. This makes it difficult for me to connect with others sometimes, because I believe in the potential and the impossible moreso than what is right in front of me.

What do you believe? Do you believe that other things outside of yourself have such an impact that you are bound in some way(s)? I don’t always know what I believe and I believe that whatever I might believe now could change.

I admire and am so curious about people who are more grounded than I and who have been steadfast in who they are from a young age. There are people who believe in themselves so much that they can do everything they set out to do. It may not be perfect, but they do it and it builds them up to keep elevating and expanding who they are.

Sometimes it’s a challenge for me to look at life from a cumulative and linear journey. It’s like layers upon layers and fragments that came together over different parts of time and space and it’s all connected without any particular direction. Other times, it’s easy to see how everything was part and parcel to the culmination of who I am and what is happening in this moment.

When I look at those people I admire, I see the value in starting young and continuing over time and how the ROI is aligned with what that person imagined. The geometry of that person’s ROI is exponentially greater than a majority of others. That ROI is usually both monetary, social and intellectual.

The only thing that I have ever done since the beginning is have a lot of love. It’s been my biggest downfall and my greatest joy and power. It is the currency by which I have been able to afford and enjoy all of the amazing people and experiences that come into my life. I haven’t always been aware of this currency and the ROI. It’s like unexpectedly receiving an inheritance. All of a sudden I’m seeing all of this wealth and it’s mine, but I also understand how to continue to invest and grow the wealth.

I haven’t thought of myself as a financially minded person, but there’s some kind of metaphor happening here that is working for me. I can help people find their own wealth. I see it already and I want them to have it. Too many people I know are not enjoying the wealth of who they are and are uncertain of how to and if they should invest in themselves with the currency of love.

It is the original and the most stable form of currency that exists.

Understanding how currency is relative to me is an ongoing exploration…still processing.

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Brightly,

Laura