I am here. Here I am. Today is a new day. I’m halfway through this sadhana. I don’t feel like I’ve accomplished too much, but I will keep going. It’s all I can do. I’m getting good insights from different podcasts that I’ve been listening to. The main thing for me is that I just need to keep going and I must stay open to letting this be what it will be.

I’m the most offensive to myself and I know it. I shut down and resist the pressure I put on myself to “get things done.” I notice that when I let myself slip into the mode of getting things done, it is so much more fruitful, not to mention enjoyable!

I still feel sick. I was wondering if this thing was allergies, but I took some allergy meds today and it didn’t really seem to do anything. I think it just needs to work it’s way out. Part of it is likely that I needed a break and a reset physically and mentally.

Going to sleep…

Completely,

Laura