I am here. Here I am. Today is a new day. At first I wrote, “How to read a book”, in the header, which is kind of funny because I was just thinking about how I haven't really been reading. I’ve read 50-100 pages of several books. What a revelation this is about how I get in the way of (or completely abandon) my own progress. I guess that’s not really sooo funny, but at this time, it’s just very me and what I’m aware of without sooo much judgment either. I trust myself to complete everything I feel I must. Trust is a must.

In my head, I am constantly writing this book and the flow of the ideas and words is often there, but when I come to the page it can be difficult to flow it onto the page. This is really the thing that I need to be working on in life overall and in this book writing process. I think this is all of our greatest challenge. To learn who we are, what we know, how we know it and how to share what we see feel know out in the world each day with each other.

Earlier the thoughts were flowing and I jotted some notes down, but when i came to my computer to write, that flow was gone. It will come back again, but it is interesting to me how the editor in me is always trying to take over on the page when I want to write freely. Then, when I want to take the time to go back work with something I’ve written about before, the editor just wants to take a nap.

The evenings go too fast sometimes. I want to write more, but I need to do my Sobagh Kriya and get to sleep.

Completely,

Laura