Here I am. I’m not sure what to write about today. There are a lot of things I could write about. Mostly, I am feeling grateful for the people in my life.

I don’t know how to show that kind of gratitude in human form. Energetically, I think it emanates and spreads through the space between, creating tangible and visible connection. I feel as if there is nothing I can do or say that could convey the amount of love and gratitude. Yet, it’s very powerful when we attempt to do something about the appreciation we feel for others. I’m surrounded by people who are really good at that and I admire this so much, because it is not something I have been good at. I really mean all of that in a way that feels like some kind of dirty confession. When I really care, I usually do nothing because I feel apathetic, debilitated, annoyed and sad that I get in the way of my own good intentions and expression.

That’s what I see or want to see at the surface, but the real story is about a person who is afraid of taking risks when it comes to self-expression and putting themselves out there.

Honestly, I’m feeling sad because there is an extraordinary person who has positively impacted my life so much that I need to recognize them and there is limited time. I’m afraid whatever I do won’t be right in some way and I don’t want it to be all about me. It’s time…

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Brightly,

Laura